Thursday, November 05, 2009
hehe, so happy with this i don't really know why, but it was in school. one shot that doesn't quite remind me of the usual hustle and bustle of life. want to blog more but shall return to essay-composing :) pretty pretty,
my horoscope said that someone was going to flirt with me on thursday or friday, according to the guru Rani. hahahahaha so today... - ahem - i firmly declare that...
i ♥ pretty ili
because the vibe works both ways
Lindt chocolate is sooooo gooood :)
yum yum
because the vibe works both ways
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Limited Sanity
Who knew happiness could be found in this simple cup?
shapes, sizes and art forms
pretty stars
the past few days and nights have been good, spending quality time with a few and then some. i know we're all feeling the drone and dread but let's relish the fact that at least we have one another. ah i'm not sure what i would do without all of you.
ALWAYS. appreciative of you. appreciative of your company, your time, your effort, and then some.
because the vibe works both ways
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
the nymph nimm
-smiles to self-
you not scared i unleash everything and turn into Kali meh? okok just kidding, i think i'm more scared of her. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
because the vibe works both ways
Monday, November 02, 2009
Haha, i don't care what you say...
Obviously it wasn't that dark and shady [although dark and shady corners are what i like best ;) ] and yes, i got bored in the library.. supposed to do half a million other readings but... that's highly unlikely :) i'm just glad 307 came and went. and x38 too.
sleep-inducing weather i tell you.. must. put. head. down. to. rest.
because the vibe works both ways
Saturday, October 31, 2009
it's a beautiful day
The day aman and i met for coffee in the afternoon, el cheapo manner! hahahaha... starbucks at ecp is awesome stuff trust me, and i'm lovin' it!
This shot was when we were driving to toa payoh to the land of facial wash, coil bubble tea and the library of the Amish! hehehe, stupid book made me tear in public, making me think i was hormonally-emotional. HAHAHAHA... no la, it was a really really good book and a really really good day with really really good skies :)
Because my life was in her hands as she zip-zipped around in her awesomely amp-ed up ride :)
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and today i'm a happy girl because i got to hang out with yokels and aman (again!) and yokel's house is a bustle of activity with lucky, chasey and kingston (and homie?? but i didn't see him today). These sniff-a-roos are such busy creatures, they are adorable!!
then it was off to o for this special special night sessioning with special special people :) yay~ with david & rachie and baby, yeah.. it was really nice to see david and to dance dance with them. damn funny, i think the nonsense is great but the company's the best part. and we got to see xiu! never imagined that but i was really glad to see how she's doing :)
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and yesterday i forgot to thank the nice people of my world for feeding me! hahaha... so cool :) aman's highly-recomended rojak, bev's yoghurt which was deeeeelicious, and baby's hk cafe noodles :) food food food~
because the vibe works both ways
Friday, October 30, 2009
Late Nights
our favourite drink at any time of the day :)
the monopoly man at our door
because i like heights and he doesn't really, so we came to the coolest compromise
splattered against the wall, macs' love for us and its huge ass customer base
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for being the madly diligent boyfriend, haha.. thank you for doing late nights with me, even if it means sitting in silence or sharing music with each other, or chatting whenever we feel like and keeping only one earphone on with the other dangling from your ear :P i know i know... i saw youuuuu... hahaha, it's always nice to let my delinquent nature run wild and you alongside with me.
because the vibe works both ways
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
The Absolut Vodka Rock Edition
thanks jo, for getting this and the tokyo banana was awesome!
because the vibe works both ways
Monday, October 26, 2009
well then, you tell me. which part was i wrong? or was everything i said the truth which you couldn't handle?
talk talk talk, just a creaking bucket of noise.
because the vibe works both ways
heh...
Baby got himself a new toy! 1 lolly, cheap cheappppp, hehe.. in addition to tpp's PEW PEW LASORS, hahahaha
Crime shot
with its ammo that looks like a bunch of eggs, hahahaha
wheeyouwheet
hehehe, baby's piang piang bb gun :) piang piang our lives away~
because the vibe works both ways
Sunday, October 25, 2009
i think there's a fair bit of profundity in what we speak. issues and little anecdotes that we share, and oh, who can forget our little inside-jokes.
but what we speak about, albeit a tad deeper than the surface cannot beat anything like syncopating nature of this relationship. sometimes, it's a little hard to tell, but sometimes it's as easy to read as an open book.
although i cannot say everything in full complete sentences to sum up my thoughts on this, i know the feelings inside, and the little strands of ideas, ideals and simple aspirations that cannot often be expressed completely. I can't quite organize or can't quite find a way to organize my thoughts, but i know that you know. well, i hope that you know because then that makes the feeling mutual.
you're right, not everything can be openly shared, and it's definitely harder when it's with a close person who may unknowingly judge, but i meant it when i said you're a really good ___ and that you make me ___. i think this thought-sharing-mind-reading-puzzling affair is what keeps us sane.
it's what our daily lives need, and what we need to be able to achieve in the long run. that which does not kill makes us stronger. and to the clueless bigots out there (there're only a few out there in my book and i've already let you know who you are) who attempt to read this, i'll tell you that there's not much for you to read, not much for you to understand, and not much for you to think about.
if you don't know what a bigot is: any person who is utterly intolerant of any differing belief or opinion (meaning, you can't see from any other person's point of view and all you can care about is yourself and like-minded people like you. you can't see beyond that and are incapable of understanding or even, incapable controlling your actions, mouth, hands)
so this is in hopes to get you out of this world made up of my playful confabulation mixed with innuendo, retort and re-thought, all rolled into one. wake up and smell the roses because honey, you're not in kansas anymore :)
i think people often speak without knowing their consequences, without knowing the context and without actually understanding the other party? i think we are all guilty of this. but i think, even though we may all be guilty (even those who guard their thoughts and speech to the extent where everything is so religiously governed, but they too make the occasional slip), if doesn't stop us from feeling the way we do. perhaps a little insulted could be one way of looking at it. perhaps a little disappointed too. perhaps annoyed might work as well. but the most dismaying of all is perhaps the feelings of ambivalence, nonchalance and cannot-quite-be-bothered-and-cannot-understand-why-you-even-bother resurges.
that one's the worst. that's the point/brink/tip/last straw, and you let go, with one whoosh and you've given up, you sigh and reside to the fact that... sometimes you just have to let go. like you said :)
because the vibe works both ways
Friday, October 23, 2009
Flah-shing Lights
So the night started out at... let's say, aman picking me up at clementi, heading down to old airport road to fill our tummies with delightful food! who can ask for better company than hanging out with aman, ivan, tpp and yokey! ah, if only the rest were there!
hahaha, tpp and i had a great experiment, deciding which wanton mee stall is better. I wish i got to taste the full flavour of hers (with all the chilli in it's glory)! but all in all, the food was really good :) made me a happy happy girl
then the switch of cars to yokels' and it was off to ecp! we shall go try the awesome mango king drink one day at the hk cafe thingy :) but for now, these shots will simply have to do. too much laughter in one night making me dizzy! but i likeee.. especially our game of jim rummy (yokels is the queen) and Stress/Ahhhh-Anxious/Anxiety/"Sheeeeeeeeet"/-Squawks-, hahahahaha that was the most awesome hair-raising game ever! Everyone should try it!! and i just can't wait for the next post on the Hippie Man :)
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Luckels is the sweetest and cutest thing with his flappy ears :) such a cutie! and i know that as i'm awake at 6am, someone else is on a different continent right now. hope you have a safe trip and a blast!!! TOKYO you lucky (seethes with insane jealousy, heh!)
because the vibe works both ways
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Sitting on the edge, living on the edge
but yeah, plans are gorgeous because of the people you spend it with!
like Y's message totally made me resound in a "YESSS" yesterday :) almost made me wet my pants. Ok just kidding! but it was damn funny!! :) can't wait can't wait to see everybody again! it's like my weekly fix! and time to share dreams with tpp! whoooo~ ok la, just one, but it was a nice one!
and hopefully plans in future will work out, in the short-run, in the escapist tones, in the long-run.
because the vibe works both ways
morbidity, mortality and non-existent morality
think about things in life
usually things that happen everyday, or are yet to come
past, present, future...
it doesn't really matter
definitely things in life that matter to you personally
but then one day, you realise something
it honestly doesn't really make sense
to put so much thought into it
cos the more you think about it, ponder, perceive and try your absolute
hardest to wrap your head around things
especially when it comes to matters of the present
stupid nitty gritty things that you simply have no power over
have no ability to control like work, and PSEUDO presentations and more readings
our only comfort lies in knowing those
like us have to suck it up
do it. just do it. every week's the same, day in and day out, school's ending soon.
f-ing tiring i tell you...
usually the stress takes a toll and your body grows weak
can't seem to go through the day without thinking about your bed
KO once you hit the pillow
off you go again the next day, another cycle of tiresomeness
and you should just
keel
over
which you will in due time
because the vibe works both ways
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Ok, so i made this huge boo-boo in booking tickets for My Sister's Keeper, but to be honest, i really enjoyed watching the 1.50am show with yokels and pamels! hehe... sniff-sniffing away during the show or dab-dabbing our faces. Such emotional females i tell you!! hehhehe
thanks for being such sports, being dragged out of your homes despite already being in "pajamas-mode"
but that's not the most eventful part, because to me the highlight came when we were dim-suming at Lor 17. WHOO YEAH! the place is so busy, even at 4am, but the party really started at 5. AWESOME STUFF! hehehe... these mini pile-ups of prostitutes entered! well, some were tipsy and others were just looking for patrons, or just flirting. it was so funny! hehe.. just reminded me of something of the not-too-distant past. you know, women throwing themselves at guys, HAHAHAHA
i love it! please, the drama at 5 just made my night.. and so did the awesome company and the fried wantons :)
because the vibe works both ways
Thursday, October 15, 2009
feel like pulling an all-nighter but have consultation. sigh, have to look alert and well :) THEN THEN THEN!!! it's freeeedom for a short weekend
because the vibe works both ways
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Some things are so ridiculously hilarious, laughing till it makes my tummy hurt. WHOO! love the time spent crashing NUS. REALLY ENJOYED THE INTERVIEW, and was very very proud to find my sister's honor thesis in the library electronic catalogue system! when her name popped up! heh heh... hehe.. and i saw miss j's too, and prof kwok, prof benjamin, chua's and tan's too :)
all the legendary profs of soci!
laughter and madness everyday... never had more depressing yet hilarious and vice-laden messages to my friends :) i jump you plunge i tell you!
but today, these two girls on the crappy bus to NTU were dressed in white lacey dresses. ok fine, one had lace and the other didnt. totally look like they were going to get married in class later. and their laptop skins were the floral kind that look like they knitted themselves! hehehe...
i guess nus' teddy bear dressing is ntu's brides' dressing! hehehe... got to share it tpp! whoo! glad i made her grin grin in school :D
and over the weekend was really eventful in ways that i haven't experienced before. ah, memories that i shall keep keep with me :) yum yum, happiness, making gorgeous lattes and much needed sleep, hehe~
loves the moment and the people and the crazy ass times reek of crazy ass quotes and anecdotes, to take home! and i love my mom! she's quirky and should be the ambassador of Goodwill Singapore! hahaha
because the vibe works both ways
Sunday, October 11, 2009
i just checked my ntu email and i was wondering why i felt this dread welling up fast.
then i realised... i was afraid that i would receive this much dreaded email from a certain prof regarding my grades for HS301's mid term. (THANKFULLY THERE WAS NOTHING!)
i don't want to know! and she has the habit of putting up our grades up in some excel sheet with our names and everything.
-shudders-
ANYWAY! i finally got to meet cute little Fluffy!!! she's such a sweetheart.. hehehe... oh, you're such a little white ball of fur :)
because the vibe works both ways
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Pretty things make me smile
Aman's the quirkiest person ever! she's so funny cos she brought me an apple to eat. Haha... ECP starbucks will never be the same without her! she's hilarious, but thank you! the apple was really really good stuff!
pretty rainbow on the floor, seriously
we miss yokey!!!
Anyway then it was off to dance, waacking practice! and then... rushed home to grab supper with the fam at newton. Now i'm happy, full, and amused that it's 4.50am. i think if jo were here, she'd shoo me to bed. hehe! the night's no longer young and i'll retire to my chambers in a bit.
i foresee a lot of sleepless nights coming up.
because the vibe works both ways
Thursday, October 08, 2009
hahaha, you should be so glad that two weeks ago, i didn't have Rihanna's Take A Bow on my playlist if not i might have put it on replay :) who knows what would have happened.. hahaha... but yeah, totally appreciate adorno's vulgarized music right now. HAHAHA
because the vibe works both ways
Training time, WHOO.
today was damn fun! wheeyouwheet! hehe... although 301 sucked, but dance was good good good, haven't felt that in a while :) at last.. haha, did something strange and new and alien with baby today. hehehe~ can't wait to see the end product and laugh at myself.
i think that's what i do best. but i'm glad dance was good :) yay yay~ feeling it people, feeeeeeeling
anyway session on monday was very nice and couple-ly. HAHA.. it's ok, i've got rachiee and she's got me :) hehehe... thank you ALL for sharing! it's really really fun!
feelin' it~
because the vibe works both ways
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
please grant me the strength to know better. to handle my life.
like i said, i miss my feisty self.
because the vibe works both ways
Monday, October 05, 2009
i've been thinking about an out.
wonder what it'll be like. i think i'll have a lot more free time :)
because the vibe works both ways
magical's right.
-beams-
because the vibe works both ways
Saturday, October 03, 2009
The Big Picture
but the crying is a reminder that even though life may be be stupidly busy and annoyingly annoying, there're more important things to it than just work, school, grades, and what not.
my stomach's turning inside out but i'm glad i learnt the way i did when i was young. my opinions may have defied certain people, but i feel happy with the way i've been looking at life for the past 10 years. it's been the same and i love my friends and family. and that's what makes me laugh :)
because the vibe works both ways